Recently I just made a new playlist in my iPhone titled, “Tergilas Cinta” How can I translate it to English, huh? “Tergilas” can be translated into crushed I guess. So it means crushed by love. Super cheesy! I know! But the thing is that’s exactly what I feel in these couple months. I think I’m falling in love.

One of the songs in the playlist is Way Back into Love sung by Hugh Grant featuring Hayley Bennett. Yesterday, as I drove back to Jakarta from Bandung, I listened to the song and pay too much attention to the lyrics and I really love the last chorus:

“All I wanna do is find a way back into love,
I can’t make it through without the way back into love,
And if open my heart to you,
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end.”

It’s been a while since the last time I fell in love. And I really am clueless about what to do. I am even too afraid to open my heart to start a new begining of a relationship. I finally be able to fall in love again with someone. And for this moment, the only thing I hope from him is to help me finding the way back into love.

Pardon my cheesy post. I just need to release a little bit of this love suffocation inside myself.